Traces

Make me the prettiest of us all
And once again the mirror
Promptly answers my prayer
While the doting husband waits
In stolid suit and shiny shoes
I review the work of art, my face,
Prepared according to Mary Quant's
Classic tips, pause for a sip
Of tea the maid's just brought--
And reach for the perfume spray--
Joy by Jean Patou, my favourite
As I pump the fragrance around my hair--
My "magnificent coiffure" it's been called--
I notice a lone silver strand, and pause
And stare--it stares back, sleek and confident
I raise the cup again, feigning nonchalance,
Only to be pulled up short by the sight
Of a crimson smear on the smooth rim--
Hideous as a fresh wound.
Suddenly
That regular outrage in these parts,
A power outage, instantly annihilates
My loveliness with all its accoutrements.
I think of the moment when all lights
Will go out forever: perfume in the air, opaque mirror,
Lipstick smear--is this all I'll leave behind?
Kaiser Huq teaches English at Dhaka University.
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