I was there when the story ended
The day I finally saw Cristiano Ronaldo live, it was his last match in a Portugal shirt at the World Cup -- against Spain in a Round of 16 clash in Dallas last Monday.
With heartache, grief, and disbelief, I bade farewell to the man I had grown up watching since childhood. I feel lucky the final page turned right in front of me. I was there breathing the same air as him when history closed its book on Ronaldo.
The moment I walked in, the atmosphere was already set. Ronaldo shirts everywhere but look closer, and you could see the generations laid out like rings in a tree. From toddlers to old men, all wrapped and wreathed in the red, two decades of loyalty stitched into a single number, 7, worn like a second skin. Beside them, younger fans in Lamine Yamal's shirt, the next name the world is learning to chant.
The stadium hummed with Ronaldo's name regardless, an ocean of voices rising before the man had even arrived. It felt magical, a paradise built for anyone who ever called themselves his fan. But underneath the noise, you could feel it, an era quietly closing, and a new one already standing in the tunnel.
I waited for him to walk out from the dressing room, binoculars pressed to my eyes since my seat sat high above the pitch. I didn't want to miss his entrance for the warm-up before his potential last match. But I didn't yet understand that you cannot go unnoticed when the greatest of all time makes his entrance. Out of nowhere the stadium erupted and blew the roof off. The noise hit like a blast of wave. Seventy thousand voices denoted at once and the next thing you know, he is here.
This was the man I had spent years chasing across television screens. The player I had idolised for decades, who scored more goals for his country than anyone who has ever played the game. A boy once raised on the Portuguese island of Madeira, now a walking work of art, standing before me in the flesh.
I was watching my idol for the first time in my life. My hands were shaking. I was awestruck, covered in goosebumps, asking myself, “Am I really living this?”. And then I understood: He is real. He exists. He is not just a name on a screen.
Eventually the match kicked off. Every time he touched the ball, the stadium buzzed, people rising from their seats, hoping this would be the moment. A corner of my heart still wanted the flair, the stepovers, the impossible things to defy his age one more time. But another part of me already knew: at 41 years of age, he is quieter now. Still great, just great in a different tense.
I didn't know it then, but with every passing minute, his journey in Portugal's shirt was quietly coming to an end. Then Spain scored, near the very end. The entire stadium fell silent. That was my first reality check that the story was ending.
In the six minutes of stoppage time that remained, my eyes never left him. I stopped following the game entirely. Instead, I watched the flashbacks play before me; the hundreds of sleepless nights I had spent watching him from Madeira to Manchester, Madrid to Turin -- producing clutch moments time and again.
Tears rolled down my face before the match had even ended. When the final whistle blew, I did not break down. Instead, I stood tall and grateful, the way Ronaldo always did. And then the whole stadium rose, not just for Spain, but for him. Standing beside me, a Spain supporter, cried his heart out for Ronaldo, rivalry forgotten for just a moment. I felt proud, prouder than I expected to feel. Whatever the headlines say about him, I saw that night what he truly means to the people who watched him play.
Most fans in that stadium may believe they were not lucky that they never got to see him lift the one trophy that eluded him. But I feel lucky. Lucky to have witnessed his last match in a Portugal shirt at a World Cup. Because some nights, you don't have to win the match to win the hearts of everyone watching.
Ten, 20 years from now, I will tell my kids and grandkids that I was there, in Ronaldo's last match for Portugal. The man who never gave up when things got hard. The boy who once lingered by the back door of a McDonald's, hoping for leftovers, grew into the man who now feeds millions of starving children. To my unborn child: When you come across this, I want you to know, he was your dad’s hero.
Time flies when you're watching greatness. No matter how many years pass, no matter how this sport changes, he will always be the first name that comes to my mind when someone asks me what greatness looks like.
We had a good run, you and I, even if you never knew my name. Obrigado, my hero.
Farewell,
Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro
The Greatest of All Time
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