Lost & Scared

I live in a modern and a so called glamorous city. I was born here, I grew up here and everything I have, is surrounded by this city. When I was a kid, I used to play on a little piece of yard in front of our house. It had wild colorful flowers, shiny green grass, and a huge tree at the corner. I've seen butterflies, I've smelled wild flowers, I've seen birds. I found my life in that. It wasn't long back but it's gone... Now, my house is sandwiched between four skyscrapers. From my room, I see nothing but a filthy, broken road and a tiny piece of sky. I hardly remember walking barefoot on grass. I don't remember the last time I've seen perfect rain.  I haven't seen fireflies for ages. All I see now are heartless pale souls,  heartless eyes, and heartless lives.